Saturday, November 11, 2006

A long day

I've been trying to study all day today but it's been hard. My mind has been wandering all day. It must get easier surely?

Tomorrow is my aunt's birthday party, so I did some baking today. I need to try and keep a brave face on all day. Be the clown.

Not sure if I can cope though. I'm so tearful today. I keep trying to remember all the lies he told me, the way he cheated. The response he gave when I lost the baby. His 'relief'.

I've just heard that the girl he was cheating on me with is moving in. So much for him being about to dump her.

This is too hard to handle.

1 comment:

Walter said...

You'll handle it, and handle it gracefully. His memory isn't worth holding onto, just let it go.