Well the Easter weekend went well. Coffee Man and I spent quality time together, went out for dinner, visited my parents yesterday and went to Rye today. All in all a lovely time. And every single day my mind was on SR. It was exactly 5 months since the break up on Thursday and 5 months since I started seeing Coffee Man yesterday. Yes I know i jumped in too quick. I said that at the time.
I don't know why I keep thinking of him, good times and bad. I wish I could stop though. I tried to put him to the back of my thoughts. Coffee Man and I are planning a long weekend in Amsterdam next month, possibly for my birthday.
I must move on, as an old colleague used to say "the past is a foreign country, they do things different there!"
About Me
- The Real Bridget Jones
- A 30 something singleton (again) leading a life that is complicated, not least because she is living a Vanilla life currently. The blog may sometimes contain references to this lifestyle, please do not be offended, it is my blog and my thoughts and life. Update No longer vanilla!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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2 comments:
Glad your Easter break was a good one Bridget. Its good that you and CM are back on track. Take things as they are and dont dwell on the past.
Hugs
rosie
I know hun, i need to leave it behind.
Hope you are ok.
hugs and kisses
Bridget
xxxx
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