Yes I know I know, I read another post today and it commented on how sometimes there is just no compulsion to blog.
One of the reasons I started my blog was to empty my brain of all those thoughts that clutter it up and cloud your judgement. Borne of sadness and confusion. Even when I was seeing Coffee Man I continued to blog, there was still something missing, since meeting E life seems more complete. I feel relaxed and comfortable, the feelings that SR stirred have been fulfilled.
I was skating on the extremes of a secret world, now I have been given the key. I feel like I have been given the most wondrous gift in the world.
Work is busy, frantic even and yet I feel calm, I know that the minute I clock off I am His and have just one responsibility and that is Him.
I never expected to feel this treasured, like a piece of fragile crystal does that seem strange? It is a wonderful feeling.
About Me
- The Real Bridget Jones
- A 30 something singleton (again) leading a life that is complicated, not least because she is living a Vanilla life currently. The blog may sometimes contain references to this lifestyle, please do not be offended, it is my blog and my thoughts and life. Update No longer vanilla!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Labels
- 3 (1)
- 500 miles away (1)
- aircraft (1)
- alone again (1)
- amsterdam (1)
- angry (3)
- baby (1)
- bitter and twisted (2)
- boring (2)
- busy (6)
- calm (1)
- chilling (1)
- Christmas (3)
- Coffee Man (21)
- coincidence (1)
- cold (1)
- confused (10)
- contemplative (1)
- content (1)
- dating (7)
- decisions (1)
- diet (1)
- doctors (2)
- Dom (2)
- Dreams (5)
- driving (1)
- Dutchman (21)
- E. (11)
- Easter (1)
- emotions (1)
- empty (1)
- exams (6)
- excited (1)
- fat (2)
- feelings (3)
- frustrated (1)
- Grumpy (2)
- gym (11)
- happy (13)
- History (1)
- Holland (2)
- Home (2)
- Hostage (1)
- hotel (1)
- House (7)
- humour (1)
- hurting (1)
- ill (1)
- insecure (1)
- irony (1)
- Israel (1)
- Kiss (1)
- knot (1)
- life (3)
- lifestyle (4)
- lonely (1)
- looking forward (1)
- love (2)
- low (1)
- lust (1)
- madeleine (1)
- memories (1)
- men (1)
- miserable (3)
- moving on (1)
- Mum (1)
- nerves (1)
- opticians (1)
- optomistic (2)
- parents (1)
- pc (1)
- peace (1)
- play (1)
- plumbing (4)
- poorly (1)
- productive (2)
- Purple (1)
- Qualities (1)
- reflective (7)
- relaxed (2)
- relief (1)
- resolved (1)
- romance (1)
- sad (20)
- self pity (1)
- Sir (1)
- sneezy (3)
- snow (2)
- SR (9)
- stressed (6)
- study (9)
- stupid (1)
- task (1)
- tense (1)
- the American (6)
- The Happening (3)
- thoughtful (1)
- time (1)
- Tipsy (1)
- tired (14)
- uni (8)
- unsettled (1)
- unwell (1)
- weight (2)
- work (7)
- worried (3)
- Xmas (1)
4 comments:
Dude! This rocks. So happy for you. Now's definitely the time for the three of us to get together and have a coffee. Darn this separate continent thing! Thanks for the lovely comment. Hug hug.
Oh I so wish we could, that would be great :sighs:
Thank you sweetie
Hugs
Bridget
xxxx
I am very very happy for you Bridget, you truely deserve to be happy as you are a beautiful, loving, caring person.
Hugs & smooches
rosie
xxxx
blushes, thank you Rosie. That means a lot coming from you though as there have been many times I have sat and wished that I could be as calm and have ability to reflect as you do instead of reacting to everything.
Hugs n stuff
Bridget
xxxx
Post a Comment