The clocks went back at 2am this morning, all bar my body clock that is, so I have left E sleeping upstairs, He was working yesterday and was very tired.
So I have completed lots of (quiet) chores and the house is as it should be.
The end of a period always makes me stop and consider. When the clocks went forward I was still with CM (he rang on Friday, we talked for an hour, mainly about the other woman -his 'best friend' who still dominates his life) I was still very hung up on SR, I was missing the Dutchman. Truth be told I still miss the Dutchman. He is one of those guys that will always be in in my mind I think.
And now? I have met E, I am in a place in my mind that is calm and relaxed. It is the 1st anniversary of the eruption with SR next weekend and yet I am calm. I can see just how many things were wrong in that relationship and yet I hung on and tried to make it work. I must do some research - I can't remember who the patron saint of lost causes was but I'm sure I must have had an eye to her!
I am heading off to the gym soon, not sure why as I already feel bruised and battered from yesterday's session (gym not E)((although I do have a tingle and a redness to my rear that I cannot put down to the treadmill))
I have put on 7 pounds this last 2 months (ish) through non-attendance and working away so I need to get that back off again. E has promised to help and set me targets to work to. I weigh in on a Saturday and if it is only me looking it is a case of 'bugger must try harder next week' if E is watching He will set me tasks to do that He knows I hate in order to spur me on to the extra session in the gym or the healthy food choice.
I also know however that I will be rewarded for a loss as was demonstrated last night when He gave me a preview. I know however that there will be no repetition until I have lost 2 pounds!
That man knows how to motivate a girl! Time to get ready and take His tea before I go.
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Smiles.
I can feel your contentness sweetness. Its all around you.
Tip toes back out so as not to disturbe and break the peacefulness....
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smiles and hugs, I hope all is good with you too sweetheart, thank you for looking in
Hugs n stuff
xxxx
Must be almost winter now.... you gone into hibernation girl?
Chuckles
rosie
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No I've been losing weight ;)
hope you are ok sweetness
hugs n stuff
Bridget
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I can hear your accent when I read you. Probably because of the movie, but I love what I've read so far (discovered you through Rosie's blog). I'm writing in a fake accent right now, can you hear it? *grin*
aoefe
welcome aoefe, I have been so lax of late - well, not lax exactly but wrapped in serving E. I am mentally working through some thoughts at the moment though so, perhaps the blogger returns...
Thank you for your kind words and stopping by.
Hugs
Bridget
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Checking innnnnnnnnn......
All must be well.
Hugs sweetness
rosie
xxxx
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